well, this past weekend was pretty good because it was my brother's 19th birthday.
he went out with a couple of friends for his birthday and some of them decided to hang out with him at our house. while he came over with his friends, we went out for a walk and to get him his birthday card along with other stuff. I wanted to wear sneakers with my kacki capris, but it did not look right so i decided to whare mhy white shoes that have a kitten heal on them. So, as we walked to the store to buy my brother his gifts, my shoes began to irritate my feet because of the hot weather. I was all right until i went home and noticed blisters on them due to my shoes which i've worn them for a long time as we walked. I didn't realize that these were not meant for walking long distances because i did not think they will cause my feet to get blisters. but oh well, I went home and took my shoes off and changed into flipflops to feel comfortable. Then, we got him his birthday cake and celebrated his birthday with his friends and then decided that we will go out with my brother to eat the next day at a nice restaurant and go to the mall. The next day i got ready to go out to the mall and eat out for dinner. After we ate lunch outside in our patio, we headed over to the mall so he can buy whatever he'd like for his birthday. While we were heading over to the mall, i started feeling sick because i was getting a slight headache, but i thought well its nothing and maybe it will pass because we've been in the car for too long due to a bad trafic jam. I went to the mall with my family and i still had the headache but it wasn't bad because i thought maybe i was inside the car and the sun was beating on me next to the window. After my brother got his hair done at the mall, he wanted to buy some stuff, but he didn't find what he actually wanted. As we headed out of the mall and left, i told mom that i was getting worse with the pain each time and that i was starting to throb in pain, she got kind of panicked and asked dad to get back home. My brother wanted to eat out but we couldn't because i started feeling sick. when i got the headache which became worsening, i felt kind of queezy because of the pain. it almost became nausiating because i felt as if my stomach was full and i wanted to rid whatever i had inside but couldn't. I did tell mom because i couldn't deal with it myself anymore and couldn't hold it in any longer. Mom got worried and said "i will call up the doctor because it is not good for you to get these headaches this young." so thank god i took tylenal extra strength thanks to a friend whom I asked to buy it at the drug store during final's week because I was afraid to get cramps from my monthly bill during finals. It was a small travel sized bottle that contained about 15 pills which i keep in my purse just incase anyone else needs it. so, the headache lasted most of the day which was very annoying. I then felt pretty tired because even though i wanted to rest, i couldn't because the meds didn't take effect soon enough. while i was resting, my parents decided to order out instead since we couldn't go out, and dad wanted to take the cat with him in the car to the local KFC restaurant. guys, he did not go inside the restaurant with the cat in its carier, he left the cat in the car for a few minutes after mom left so he can help mom order the food. actually, KFC invented a new dish which consisted of grilled chicken instead of the regular old fried chicken so they ordered grilled chicken with the mashed potatoes and salad I felt well enough to eat since the medication kicked in which was a sigh of relief for both my family and i, especially my parents. so then my uncle came from work early and the cat almost escaped again from the house. Luckily, one of the people who also lives with my uncle caught the cat and put him inside the house. well, that's really my update from this passed weekend.
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This week has been pretty boring and uneventful even today.
except that both mom and dad were kind of mad for some reason which i don't know really. i guess dad just had some of those days where he was very tired and didn't really feel like being bothered. Today was pretty uneventful as usual since i've been home and didn't go out at all this week except for yesterday when i went out for a walk with my uncle. Well, yesterday i went out with my uncle who asked me to help him run some arrons since he needed some food for his apartment. Then, as we went for a long walk, my uncle discovered some ducks running around the grass near the small river that crosses over from my house. I asked him if he can let me feel the ducks and hold them since i don't really remember how they look like or how they even feel like since about 10 years ago when i attended a summer camp with other kids who were around my age and as part of an event, the staff arranged local farmers to bring farm animals so that we can appreciate how they are taken care of by other good people.
I asked "when will i ever feel the little ducks?" He said "well. when i don't have any groceries to carry around as we walk the next time and stop by here again." next time, when it rains, i'll take you there to let you feel the ducks." "beware that they can bite because they are not used to people handling them." I said "well, they won't really bite hard but i would like to feel them again." and he said he will bring one of them over. so then, we walked from the grocery store and passed by a chinese restaurant to order some food to eat for lunch. Then, we called it a day yesterday because my uncle had to get ready for work while mom was already home. so this weekend, we will have to really get a new container of cat litter since he uses up alot of it and we clean his box daily to keep the mess under control.

well, today was pretty uneventful ever since i woke up at around 9:30 Am thanks to my cell phone's alarm.
then, dad came and bought us breakfast which considted of a guaba puff and some milk
by the way, guaba is a tropical fruit that is mostly found in south America, especially in countries whom have tropical climates.
Guaba is a very sweet fruit that can mostly be eaten with bread and in some countries, cheese is offered with this kind of fruit.
Usually cheese that has no salt is offered with this fruit in ecuador.
Ecuador is considered tropical because of the fact that the Amasona's are closely located.
This mainly depends on the region you live. for example, riobamba is usually cold and has a climate like spring or fall, but chuquipoglio is very mountinous and has a winter climate.
so anyway, after i got up and had my share of breakfast, i started browsing random things on the internet which included forums that had general discussions from what gifts are age appropriate for kids to issues with parents dealling with high school seniors in the case of senioritis.
so i spent my time browsing such randomnesses and then realized that i had to send a couple emails to an internship i applied because i wanted my application to be reevaluated so i can be accepted for the fall session.
I then sent the email at around 1:00 in the afternoon and then got ready to pick mom up from work.
After i picked mom up from work we were going to go to the humane society clinic to consult about the neutering procedure for peewey. both my parents are asleep while i am writing here just for the time being since i am bored.
Oh, i just got my flight ticket to detroit in the mail today so i can have the slip of paper once i am dropped off at the airport on july 2nd. Oh, i will be nervous because it is my first time being alone on an airplane since i never traveled alone before, but its not a long flight.
at least i can get used to this little by little, but i am willing to try it.
as i am writing this, i am watching a case of a young teen who is caught by her parents on the internet playing with vertual games that are explicitly for adults because of strong sexual connotations.
the girl admits that she has been playing the game on the internet and she goes in the chat windows asking men to have sex with her in any form.
The girl by the way is 15 years old and her father encourages her to do this stuff.
Her mother takes him to court to have custody of her daughter since they are at risk for divorce due to repeated problems with the girl's father who does nothing to stop the girl from engaging herself in sexual activities on the net that reward her with vertual money.
Her mother was ordered to put restrictions on the computer set in the dining room so that her 15 year old daughter does not have access to the computer without mom's permission.
and one of the quotes that the judge said was "with the advancement of technology, our kids get lost in our own home." the significance of this quote is that kids are no longer safe in there own homes because the internet poses a great danger when freely accessed without any parental control.
this eventually leads to kids being abused in there own homes by sexual pedophiles.
so the case was one of the many cases that is encountered every day being watched on the spanish channel.
i really do not have plans tonight besides playing with my kitty although my brother's birthday is coming up this sunday.
He will be 19 years old, lol.
well, these are my randomnesses for today.

hello,
i woke up very early this morning, thanks to my cat's loud meowing.
He woke me up by jumping on my bed an begging me to let him go out early in the morning.
He is not an outdoor cat, he is strictly indoors due to recommendations from the vet.
He has to be indoors because of the prevalence of stray cats in the neighborhood where i live as well as people spilling antifreez by the trash areas in there back yards to scare racoons because they often scatter the trash all over the place to find food.
We live in a rural area which used to be a countryside many many years ago before they built homes so there is a prevalence of wild animals here.
For this reason, we make every effort to keep kitty indoors because he is more likely to catch rabies and other viruses that are contagious by being exposed to wild animals outdoors.
now he is coming here to bother me to let him outside.
by the way, his name is peewey meaning tiny because when we first got him he was one of the runt kitties from the litter my uncle found at the golf course where he works at.
He only weighed 1 or 2 pounds when we got him for the first time and was very unhealthy.
now he is growing strong and weighing 9 pounds, but is becoming a chatter because he just begs and begs and begs us by crying loudly so that he can go outside.
last week, he escaped from the house because my brother opened the door to the yard leading to the garage to put away some stuff.
I was sleeping in my bedroom when i woke up to find out that he escaped outside.
We found him, but he did not want us to trap him so he escaped again and wasn't found for several days.
Then saturday of last week, my parents went all over the neighborhood to find the cat and a couple of neighbors told us that they saw him roaming the streets to find a female cat to be with.
then as dad worked in the yard, the cat came crawling and rubbing against him and dad trapped him and put him inside the house to be fed.
he ate as though he was in a hunger strike because he didn't really eat much during those 3 days, he even looked scared such that he did not want to be next to any window.
He no longer purched on the sofa next to the window as usual for several days and did not want us to hold him because he would bite.
After a few days, he bounced back and is now begging us to let him out by waking me up in the morning so that he can disappear outdoors for another few days.
I then was so worried that he might get killed by another animal or be poisoned by some unscrupulous person throwing antifreeze on the sidewalks to scare raccoons away.
One of my neighbor's cats got poisoned from that and i don't want our kitty to be the next.
He sleeps with me on the bed and likes to curl besides my feet each night.
whenever i fall asleep, he comes jumping on the bed and starts purring so that i can pet him.
When i am talking on the phone, he really despises that because he'll meow to get attention now that he's become alot more vocal recently.
If i am on the phone for long, he will come over purring and try to bite my hand so i can get off the phone.
Same thing happens when i am on the computer for a while, he comes over and does not let me type and finds a way to lay on the keyboard and if i have headphones on, he bites them.
Whenever i am on my computer talking to my friends, he comes over and tries to move my hands away from the keyboard by using his nose and pushing my hand away.
if that doesn't work, he will put his paws on the keyboard and stand on top of it as i type which makes the conversation a mess by ruining it with random letters typed by him.

then he starts purring and trying any other method so he can get more attention.
His methods include walking ontop of my lap or on the keyboard, meowing, biting headphones, biting my hand if i am on the phone, and pushing my hands away by using his nose. For this reason, i feel very fortunate to have a nice pet to care for.
Now, he is somewhere sleeping but if i then fall asleep, he will wake me up and start begging me to pay attension to him when he meows by saying the following:
kitty, Meow.
i said, What's wrong, what happened."
kitty, Meow.
I said " what do you want.
kitty, Meowowow.
i said , What.
kitty, Meow, meo.
i said, what?
kitty, Meow.
then he starts throwing himself towards the window and scratching it.
i said ., where you want to go.
kitty, Meow, ooo.
i said, no, no, you can't be outside.
kitty, meow. (he throws himself and scratches the window.)
then i said, no.
kitty loudly said, meow, meowowowowow,this is how vocal he is now when he wants to beg us to let hem outside.
after no success, he starts pasing all over the house howling and waking up dad to let him out.
For this reason, i am thinking of buying him a harness and a leash so he can go out.
next week, we will think of making the nudering appointment because if he is not nudered soon, he will keep escaping the house and find every way to destroy things inside the house in order to escape.
i don't want that because mom will be mad.
he now destroyed the basement lamp mom had on the small tables next to the sofa along with a brand new flowerpot mom bought to decorate the kitchen as well as a small plate mom bought in order to place a decorative candle.
so, he is starting to be a handful over here.
i am afraid he starts spraying, that's why next week since mom is off, for memorial weekend, we can schedule a vet appointment to test him for any viruses he contracted from being outdoors along with nudering.
i feel bad because of the pain he will experience, but its in the best intrest of my family and I to neuter him because then he will become wild and stink the house.
and removing that odor is very very hard because its so strong.
so, now that he is still not fully matured yet, its better to do that soon. now his hormones are back to normal and is not howling as much but when he does, he annoys us by jumping towards windows to go out.

hello,
its a long while since i got here, but i've been busy.
well, finals, internship applications, more applications and of course the National Federation of the blind convention on july 2nd.
although i will attend the convention, i will be in the group of college students aspiring to be future leaders.
I am so stressed that i am up to my wits ends.

i just hope i don't get another migraine although ever since i got my first one, i am kind of prone to them.
its like sunday night, i had a bad headache associated with stress from internships and other stuff and even staying inside the house for a long time.
The heat is also making me feel uncomfortable because i'm sweating like crap in this heat.
I hope i attend the convention which i will, but i am nervous because its my first one.
anyway, i am so stressed out of my wits end because now i have to deal with not being able to book the flight i want for the convention because i did not find any flight information for the designated flight number, and i wanted to fly with a friend rather than alone because i turn into a nervous reck.
when i get very nervous, i don't feel hungry and get stomach aches, sometimes i get queezy and can't stay still.
and the rest is very embarrasing to even say.
oh jees, im worried about the flight, but oh well.
well, do you have to take wisdom teeth out, because im not sure.
most people have wisdom teeth already at age 18 or so which is average.
lol, im just starting to get my first one.
its still growing, so i guess i am last in the hand me down process.

tomorrow will be a sunny day that's for sure.
So, i don't have plans really yet for memorial day weekend as of now.
anyway, I am writing randomnesses here so, i'll post maybe tomorrow.

hello again,
i am not feeling too good today because ever since i woke up this morning i had to deal with my grumpy roomate who was even bothered when i asked her about the bottle of body spray.
the reason why i asked her if the bottle was perfume or body spray was because i was confused and i was not sure if i had the right bottle because it looked different.
so i was pretty annoyed with that and she was like "are you ok" and i was like "i am pretty annoyed right now.
and she said "you have a look on your face that says "don't get near me, get away.
"you frequently have that face on you, what's wrong." and i was like "nothing much, i am just busy with too much crap." and she was like "just pray on it, that's all."
oh, and she said that she was sorry for acting like that because of the medications she is on for alergies to pollen.
so, i understood but was kind of annoyed and in a bad mood for the time being because it was just one of those days where i can get irritated.
i was also in a bad mood because mom called up when i was about to sleep yelling at me due to the overuse of the cell phone.

so the next day i woke up with a face that said "get away from me quickly."
After class, i went over to the dean's office to talk about my fall classes and was like "you have 21 credits left since you have 109 credits.
i told him that i thought i had 112 credits, and he said that i took a class that is required as a freshman for english consisting of a writing workshop which does not count for graduation.
i was very surprised because i thought that also counted but it didn't.
then we talked about my plans studying abroad in Europ for a week's worth of seminars and tours.
i need to take that class as an elective to graduate from college.
and he was like "i would love to have you but my concern is about your safety in another environment and comfort zone.
he asked me if i traveled alone and i said no because it is my very first time doing this which everyone assumes that i would be very nervous and uncomfortable alone in such a big airport with all of the people around me with there luggage.
and i would be pretty scared traveling in a busy airport to another country alone on an airplane especially if this is my very first experience.
he said that the group is small and that if i needed some help finding the hotel or the local restaurants, then someone would have to show me around.
he also told me that another concern is that the tour will be very fast pase wich means that i will not have enough time to get comfortable in a new setting and adapt to a new environment if i were to travel alone.
because it takes me alittle bit longer to adapt to a new environment and learn the routes to other locations in an unfamiliar setting.
for example, it took me a semester's worth of practicing and exploring with my cane in order to familiarize myself with being on campus when i first lived at a dorm.
the point is that i need a consistent routine which will help me become familiar with a new setting because if that changes, then i would have to readapt to the transition again.
i can participate in other activities like everyone else in the group with the only difference that it takes me longer than the average to adapt to new circumstances and environments.
The thing that really upsets me the most is when people make up excuses so that i can't participate like "i am afraid that you can't go because of your comfort level."
what a lame excuse isn't it?
i called up my parents because the dean wanted to talk to them also because he is concerned about my overall safety in another country, although my parents aren't allowed to come because of the fact that only Seton Hall current students can go.
i have friends who are outside the university and already graduated and they are very nice people and they can't go with me because oh, we don't accept non-Seton Hall students because of liability reasons so we are responsible if anything happens to one of our Seton Hall students overseas, but we will not be responsible if something were to happen to outside students.
I asked him "why can't non-seton hall students go on this trip? and he said "this is the school's policy and we need to obey the rules in regards to liability issues."
This is why i did not even eat lunch because i was so busy dealing with the classes for next fall and posting this entry of pure frustration as a way to vent and calm myself down.
i am very tired of people putting barriers that prevent me from planning what i want to do, i am tired of people making up excuses in this school in order to ruin my chances to get involved with other students in a variety of activities.
I am tired, so tired of people lecturing me on the importance of being an adult and being responsible and all that lovely talk. I am tired, so tired of people always using the phrase "you are not a child anymore so act like a mature person and bla bla bla.
I am so tired of people assuming that i am not mature enough to handle myself when i travel abroad just because i take longer to adapt to a new environment.
I am so tired up to the point where i wish i get a stroke every time i get very mad because i hate when people at the disability support service recieve reports saying that i disrupt classes and that i come late.
Oh and i am so frustrated that i wish everything were easier.
I am so frustrated because i want to do many things but there is always something comming up which ruins the plans that i have in mind.
I am way too stressed about many things at this point in my young life, remember i am 22 years old lol.
I understand that sometimes i need help getting to some parts of campus that i have never been to but it just takes some time to learn the setting.
I am a pretty independent person, but people keep making up excuses with the assumption that i can't do anything.
I am tired of this crap, seriously.
like i said, i take longer than the average person to adapt to new environments. Even if i would really like to adapt sooner, it is just the way i was born.
there is no ctrl over it even if i wanted to ctrl it because you are just born with that aptitude.
people do not understand that, they really don't give a damn about it.
I would like to change things, but i can't change my average length of time adapting to a new unfamiliar setting because its already in my geens.
if i am born with certain aptitudes, i will most likely die with certain aptitudes.
i cannot be the same as other people and handle the same load as other people because that is just how life is for me and that is just the way it is.
God chose me to be like that and i thank him for it.
If he chose me to take longer to aclimate and learn the routes to a new setting, than that is just the way he chose me to be. Unless, you all have some suggestions as to what i can do to improve.
I always dreamed to study overseas in another country for credits towards graduation and this is the second time people put excuses and ruin this freeking plan because of the school.
i don't know what to do at this point seriously i hope i don't catch a migrane and end up at the doctor's office again or worse off at the hospital if it ever gets that bad.
i neede to vent because i have so much frustration within me that i am about to explode if i get anymore frustrated.
i am starting to get a headache which is triggered by too much frustration and it is not good.
i am also frustrated because of other things besides this situation, but i will talk about this in a separate post.

hey all,
It has been a very long time i know.
a whole lot of stuff happened since i posted here.
Anyway, i am now at my dorm by myself since my roomate is out.
Well, during the summer i had both good and bad moments so it was a rocky summer.
First of all, dad was very ill and had to be at the hospital because of severe stomach pains and actually had to undergo surgeries due to kidney problems.
he was in the ER 3 times cause of these epesodes and i was so scared to death.
so, i stayed home all summer and did nothing basically.
thank god he is better now, a whole lot from where he was and back to work.
everything is good because god heard us all.
the day before i met up with my friend, i went with my family to get my brother his new apple laptop for college. its black and is thin, and it has a builtin screenreader for the visually impaired but i haven't really played with it much. the next day i met up with my friend, and was in the mall. dad and her mother had a pretty good conversation outside the car and talked about his ordeal with the stomach pain which really put us in an uproar. We went shopping since her mother came along with us on august 20. she just graduated from seton hall and her name is valerie. She is a very nice person who is always friendly. i bought some stuff at the mall with my friend that day and ate at a nice pizza restaurant called california pizza at the shorthills mall. I also went to the apple store because i wanted to browse for some cool ipods, and i found this cool ipod nano which looked like a square and i wanted to buy it, but i wanted to wait around for the new elongated ipod nano which is thinner and is cool and is accessible because it talks through every menue and songs and stuff. We had a good time at the mall and i bought a set of gell perfume which i always have in my purse for special ocasions and it came with an uncented hand lotion which i did not like, so i bought the lotion with the same cent which equaled to the price for the whole set from luxatane. the perfume is a fairly small and concentrated gell bottle you brush on your body or face or hands. its very good. it has the cent of cherry blossom. i keep that always in my bag because i will often forget to put perfume on when i have to leave for a special ocasion such as an interview and or family reunion. So, after i had a good time at the mall and got what i wanted, i went home and my dad was in the house and greeted us both including her mom when they dropped me off from the mall. After i got home, dad started making weird noises along with my uncle as though they were howling and i said "what happened, there is a cage here." and my uncle said "oh, don't get near the cage because there's a rat that is very big and is not mine." and i told him "why can't i open the cage, and he said, because he will attack you." and i ignored it and open the cage and dad yelled, be careful, there is an angry rabid mouse! and i hesitated and was like what? and my uncle was like don't get scared, i was kidding. and then i came close to dad and he said, i don't have anything in my hands what are you looking for. and as i find out, i feel a little tail and alittle head and i was like is this a little baby kitten? and they were like no, its not yors, its one of the neighbors, they told us to take care of it for them because they are on vacation for 2 weeks. so they try to play me out, but in the end, the result was that I got a new kitty. he is now getting big and weighs about 6 pounds approximately, though he is gaining more weight since i last weighed him. when we first got him, he only weighed about 1 or 2 pounds i think. we weighed him a month ago and he weighed 4 pounds. we adopted him from a particular house where my uncle works at the golf course.
I felt very sad because he was scrawney and i could feel some of its ribs and was alittle sunken in. so all this joking resulted in confusion and excitement. my uncle gave me the kitty and dad was like the cat is very thin. so we went to walmart and bought him some food and a bed which is now too small for him since he grew alot. he does not like to sleep on it any more like he used to though because of that, so he sleeps wherever he likes. he even sleeps with me on my bed.
I have a picture of him which i took the day after we got him. i guess the owner did not want to care for him and gave it to us. but the previous owner stil asks for the kitty though to see how he is doing and requested a picture of him which i sent to my uncle via text messages on my phone. he has 2 other cats, but both of them are very thin just like the day we first got the cat. well that's it on the cat adventure for now.

tune in to get more updates!

If you all want more information on the kitty story or want to know his name, please comment below.
How old do you think he is based on the picture? lol.

Hi,
after the doctor's appointment and the draining out of the fluid that resulted in too much watter inside my ear, i felt great. Friday i went with dad to pick mom up as usual from work.
Saturday i stayed home till late afternoon because dad came from work and had to rest. then, we went out to exchange something i bought which resulted broken when i just opened the package. while we were on our way home, a big storm caught us and we were stuck for a short while because the rain was pouring so hard that we couldn't see anything. the next day we were getting ready to go to new york to celebrate father's day with my whole family at my cousin's house.
We all had a good time untill i started coming down with a little cold which is a nucance to me because i didn't feel very bad besides sneezing and sniffles.
Monday morning, i got hit as if a ton of bricks came poring down on my whole body, the pain all over was unbearable. Everything including my stomach hurted. i thought maybe, i slept in the wrong position. I discovered that i almost lost my voice and had a heavy congested cough.
my chest hurted alot and felt very tight because of the heavy congestion which was pretty bad. Mom actually planned to take my brother's graduation pictures that morning but i really did not feel like going out at all, i felt so miserable. mom said "take a bath and we'll see what happens, maybe its because its early morning and you just got up." After we've taken our bath and got ready,
I start getting these cramps in my stomach caused by the flu which felt as if i had a stomach virus.
i came down feeling very hot and cold at the same time and i needed a blanket. mom said "you have a fever." mom called up dad and said that i was running a fever and to get the thermometer because she couldn't find it. he went and got it and took my temp, and it read 102. he's like she should stay home untill we finish running arrons before my brother went to take his graduation pictures. All this week i felt miserable with this flu its not funny. My chest feels alittle tight still because of the heavy congestion caused with the flu i just cought in mid june. I don't know how the hell i caought it, but i still feel kind of sick. Such that whenever i breathe, somthing inside rumbles and i cough alot. If i were congested alot in my nose, i would have headaches.
so, even though i wasn't well enough, i went to my brother's graduation ceremony, but i at least wasn't coughing too much like an old hag who smoked the entire life. after the ceremony, we ate out at a restaurant in newark as a way to celebrate and congratulate my brother for his graduation from high school.
Now, he is going to start college and live on campus as a freshmen at Rutgers university so i am very happy for that because he will have many new experiences.
well, i just hope everything is all right for this summer just like it is now. Atleast i don't have to go to work or do anything when i am sick like this which is very good because i can stay home and rest.

hi,
i havan't updated in a few because i was busy with a lot of other stuff such as my brother's prom and shopping.
well, today i am not feeling good at all because my left ear is starting to hurt.
those pains are starting to nag and anoy.
well, 2 days ago, i was washing my hair due to the heat and all of a sudden, my ear clogged.
I thought maybe watter went inside and i said "oh well, it will go away." but i wated untill yesterday, and i still was feeling clogged, although less than monday and i can't hear too good.
today i happen to wake up early because i wanted to go upstairs back to my bed since i slept on the new air matress dad just got to put inside the basement and was pretty cold.
i was listening to some nice music on my cell phone sinc i just bought the music software called VCast music.
i downloaded the music on my cell phone as a backup for my ipod incase i forget my ipod and headset.
so, i was trying to fall back asleep when i start feeling some pain inside my ear whenever i slept on that side and worse when i try to clean it.
i am now starting to feel some pain inside my ear due to i guess the fluid or somthing that is in there.
its so horrible, you have no idea.
so, maybe i will go to the doctor because i might be starting to get an infection.
this is the first time i get an ear infection besides ocasional ear aches when i was very little.
i can't hear that good with the left ear.

Hey,
i haven't updated in a while because i was doing other stuff and planning what i might do the rest of the summer.
One of my plans for this summer include going to take a course on translation from english to spanish and vice versa.
This will enable me to take a certification test which will give me the ability to go and work for the united nations as a translator as a starting job.
Oh, i forgot to mension that i am a major in diplomacy and international relations.
anyway, im planning on doing that since i can't find anymore internships to the best of my ability.
So, yesterday i was talking to one of my friends last night from college and she told me about the place where she worked.
She was a close friend of mine whom i get along with quite well.
and she still is because i always see her around when i live on campus.
she asked me what i planed to do during the rest of the summer, and i told her about the course i was going to plann on doing.
she felt very excited about that and said "go for it"
The only thing i would need to do is contact the court director whom i worked with a few years ago so she can give me any suggestions.
I would like to know where i can find such courses.
i haven't called her yet, but i will try and call her by the end of the week since i go out with my uncle to walk whenever he is absent from work.
Sometimes, some of his friends see him and start talking to him in spanish asking him "why don't you work today." you always absent, what's wrong.
I walk for an hour and even eat ice cream at the local ice cream parlor.
since it is very hot, i stay outside and walk whenever he is home and not working and sweat a whole lot.
yesterday it was about 90 degrees, and i was outside walking to the post office with my uncle and when i returned home, my clothes were wet, especially my shirt because of the intense heat.
oh, as i am posting this, mom called to tell me to pick her from work later because of some arrons she had to run.
she asked me if i ate something and i told her that i ate some soup, and she asked me if i ate anything else, and i said that's all i ate.then she said that she'll call later to tell dad where he could pick her up.
so, today i am feeling pretty happy only because i can watch TV and rest at home without worrying about being anywhere at a certain time or finishing projects for school.
oh, and worried about even laying out what clothes i need to where for the next day for work and what purse i should where to match with all the other stuff.


see, that's alittle problem being that i am totally blind, but that's why i manage to just where jeans and any t shirt and sneakers, you can't go wrong with that.

Hey,This weather is pretty annoying because it rains one minute and its sunny the next.
Now its thundering and pouring buckets of water.
well, today we went to buy my brother who turned 18 a new car which is his first one.
he got to drive the car which at first was scary because it was his first time driving on a highway.
anyway, that thunder is scaring me to death and to no end.
this weather reminds me about the first migraine attack i had a couple months ago.
the headache was so painful that i cried all day which made matters worse.
this lasted on for 3 days leading to easter.
so i suffered in aggonizing pain holy thursday, good friday, and the saturday before easter.
So, i have my own personal story of resurrection.
i joked around after i got better from this horendous pain with my parents and told them that i just suffered like jesus.
since then, i sometimes get afraid of having one because sometimes they get very bad.
the pain is described as throbbing pulsating pains that feel like someone hammered or stoned me to death. the pain is so great, it feels like rocks pouring down onto your head.

so, this horror lasted me several days and litterally i felt like i wanted to pull my head off.
Nun of the over the counter meds in this planet helped at all. i took tylenal, asprin, then i tried motrin, you named it, nothing set the pain away.

so i had to go to the DR because the pain was getting worse with each movement.
and i was priscribed tylenal with kodein for the pain, but in order for this pain to settle down, i had to take this nasty ugly medication which had some unpleasant side effects for 3 days.that did not help much because the pain was still there.
and i did not have any other side effects other than loss of appetite due to unpleasant taste afterwords and whenever i swallowed, i felt the residue of the meds inside me.

it really sucked, and it was during spring brake.

i am too young to get these headaches.
oh, and the dr said they were tension headaches, which he said usually last 1 day or even a few hours.
but i think that tension headaches should not be severe and non-responsive to pain medications.
well, im just remembering random things that just come out of my busy mind.

hi, today was pretty quiet.Actually it was my bro's birthday.
he's turning 18 today and decided to be out with his friends on this special day for him.
He went to great advanture to have a good time.
Well, after he left, i woke up pretty late because i was so tired from staying late.
after that, i showered and did my hair and went on the net on youtube and had some crackers and water.

time was going fast because it was almost time to go pick mom up from work.

but anyway, i then watched some tv while my parents order chinese food.
dad said that i haven't eaten anything all day escept for crackers, but that's because i am hardly hungry at all sometimes.
because when i tried to eat crackers, i just felt like i couldn't even eat.
when i am not hungry and i want to eat somthing, it feels like i just can't eat it only because i don't feel like it.
But i had to eat somthing at least. my parents get concerned because i turn very white.
last week, mom and dad looked into the whites of my eyes, and they said that they look yellowish which i don't think i believed them at all because i had no signs of anything strange.
but this week, they said i looked all right.
though they said that when i came home from college, they noticed i looked very pale just like i were sick with somthing.
mom also told my uncle who noticed i lost alittle weight.

i did not believe them at all again, because my clothes don't feel any different.
so the next day he put me on the scale, and i weighed 92 lbs and before i weighed 94.
that is not bad because i am around 5 ft tall.

i think i am the same because it has been a month now, even though my uncle doesn't because he thinks im too thin. as long i am healthy, i am fine.
anyway, i am just pretty talkative and rumbly today.

hey, its priscilla again.. Today was pretty interesting since i was looking for internships and i applied for one internship for this summer so i am not stuck at home all the time. I applied for several internships, but the only reason why i did not get into them was because my stupid transcripts not being sent. This is negligence from the school administration because they were supposed to send the freeking transcripts to my internships. I recieved an email saying that there are not enough accomodations for my internship being placed because of the overwhelming number of applicants after i sent in my resume. im just going to keep looking for more volunteer experiences for the summer now that its not easy to find internships at this point. This is not my fault because i did everything i can to get into them and i also have strong qualifications since i worked for both Senator menendez and Senator Lautenberg. Oh and i also worked at a municiple court as a bilingual interpreter since i am very fluent in spanish. This is because of the fact i was born in ecuador. one of the things that really makes me angry is that people don't want to cooperate when i ask them to send the official documents to different places. Unfortunately, i cannot get these documents because the school does not allow students to send these documents on there own for opperation standards. so, im pretty frustrated at this point. but i have no choice than to keep looking for internships. I don't know what else i can do during the summer. dam, what else can i do at this point. my parents are pressuring me because they don't want me to be doing nothing at home well, tomorrow is another day so, i can always call up my friends from college to talk and rant. hahahah, bye. see you all tomorrow.

hello, its priscilla. I am currently off for the summer. I did an internship for Senatur lautenberg during fall and spring semester at school. He is currently setting up a compaign because he is trying to run for another full term. He seems like a pretty nice person though when i met him at work. last summer i interned with Senator menendez and it was very cool. I was involved in some projects dealing with immigration and such. I am currently a junior in colege, well, that's about it for now since it is brief. This is just a brief intro of who i am, pleas ask me anything you want. Thankk you very much.